Its Not Fair

When I woke up today, I saw a ray of sunshine,
I just thought it was another silly day,
I saw two friends of mine,
One crying and the other gay,
And then I thought it was a beautiful world for them,
They had emotions to feel,
And all I had was advice to offer,
I found my world so unreal.
Its not fair, that someone gets to feel,
Its not fair, that no ones gets what they need,
Its not fair, that love comes and goes....
With a scar on my heart.......

Tonight, I'm as always loving you

No matter what I do...
Don't expect anything back,
I'm a miser and sad man,
Miserable and without turning back,
But there are things to be done,
Places to be at, life to live for, people to cherish and to love you every night.
It's really my wish
That I'll stay as I am,
I'll always love you,
Don't hold me back
Cause I'll always want to be with you.
Because tonight, I'm always loving you....

A Wedding at the hometown

Sometimes being a Manglorean has its own consequences. It gets you invited to a lot of family events, mainly events related to weddings.

Weddings are a big thing everywhere in India. In Mangalore, its more related to the bride's gown and the grooms suit. Yes, I am a so called purebred catholic and it so seems like this is an affair I would also come to terms with sometime in my life.

Weddings back home are a specific breeding ground for wedding proposals. I myself got three proposals. I did not get them due to my charming looks, or stunning glow on my face (honestly, I'm not charming or handsome) but its was just my dance during the wedding and the cost of my suit which hit a lot of eyes. :). Getting back to the topic, all I can say after the entire event was over :

"Man!! Wasn't that close enough to be a nightmare!" :P

400 photos, three tiring days and making some new girl - friends [mind you, girls who are friends :) ] I realized, this was what was missing in my life. Good friends, wine and of course women!!

Wonderful time, a wonderful week and a ceremony I wont ever forget!

The Eyes which Kill

I met those eyes, which intoxicated me,
Which gave me the beauty of thought,
It gave me the purpose to live
It also told me how to love.

If love was the destiny of a man,
Where would destiny be if love wasn't a purpose?
What would be life without a destiny?
What would be love if there is no hope?

Hope is a lamp waiting to glow in its melting the oil, does the oil complain?
Why does a kite want to fly away in the open skies?
Why does a life become such a mystery?
And why do i think that its a trivial try for the existence of life?

If love is what i think it is, then it should be the power to heal,
It should be the power to bring back life...
It should be the power to make you live,
It should be the will in life.

There isn't a single man who doesn't have love.
Love is what keeps the universe alive.
The universe is alive because we love each other.
The eyes tell the truth, and the Truth is that...
The truth kills.... and the universe lives...
Because the eyes show the light of the soul,
And I glow in its basking comfort.

I never take risk while drinking

This is one Hilarious conversation of a person to himself i'd like to share... courtesy of my friend - Vivian Nitin Lobo

When I come from office in the evening, wife is cooking
I can hear the noise of utensils in the kitchen
I stealthily enter the house
Take out the bottle from my black cupboard
Shivaji Maharaj is looking at me from the photo frame
But still no one is aware of it
Becoz I never take a risk

I take out the glass from the rack above the old sink
Quickly enjoy one peg
Wash the glass and again keep it on the rack
Of course I also keep the bottle inside my cupboard
Shivaji Maharaj is giving a smile

I peep into the kitchen
Wife is cutting potatoes
No one is aware of what I did
Becoz I never take a risk

I to my wife : Any news on chopra's daughter's marriage
Wife : Nope, she doesn't seem to be that lucky. Still they are looking out for her

I again come out; there is a small noise of the black cupboard
But I don't make any sound while taking out the bottle
I take out the glass from the old rack above sink
Quickly enjoy one peg

Wash thebottle and keep it in the sink
Also keep the Black Glass in the cupboard
But still no one is aware of what I did
Becoz I never take a risk

I to Wife : But still I think chopra's daughter's age is not that much
Wife: What are you saying? She is 28 yrs old... like an aged horse
I: (I forgot her age is 28) Oh Oh...

I again take out potatoes out from my black cupboard
But the cupboard's place has automatically changed
I take out the bottle from the rack and quickly enjoy one peg in the sink

Shivaji Maharaj laughs loudly
I keep the rack in the potatoes & wash Shivaji Maharaj's photo & keep it in the black cupboard

Wife is keeping the sink on the stove
But still no one is aware of what I did
Becoz I never take a risk

I to Wife: (getting angry) you call Mr. chopra a horse? If you say that again, I willcut your tongue...!
Wife: Don't just blabber something, go out and sit quietly...

I take out the bottle from the potatoes
Go in the black cupboard and enjoy a peg
Wash the sink and keep it over the rack
Wife is giving a smile

Shivaji Maharaj is still cooking
But still no one is aware of what I did
Becoz I never take a risk

I to Wife : (laughing) So chopra is marrying a horse!!
Wife: Hey go and sprinkle some water on your face...

I again go to the kitchen, and quietly sit on the rack
Stove is also on the rack
There is a small noise of bottles from the room outside

I peep and see that wife is enjoying a peg in the sink
But none of the horses are aware of what I did
Becoz Shivaji Maharaj never takes a risk

chopra is still cooking
And I am looking at my wife from the photo and laughing
Becoz I never take...... never take ..... never take what???

What is Life?

Some words are not to be said,
Some lives are just to be wept,
Some pains are a pain to forget,
Why do you feel like you regret?

Some lives are to be lived,
Some pains are to be gifted,
Some loves to be made,
Some just to experience and forget....

Life is my Extension,
Its what I have to do,
Its full of expectations,
Some to be lived till they are true...

A.K.A

A good time we had together,
I love to see her missing me,
Madly i cry in pain of her going away,
No tears to show, No words to say,
Sometimes i just feel,
Its so nice to be in love,
The pain of departure, tears it all up,
Some love this is, which i cant explain,
Your my honey bun, ill never rain...

P.A.I.N.

a few things are new,
a few things are old...
life aint the same, and it leaves me gored.
the searing truth, the mark it leaves,
is worse than the pain, it kills to feel.

depressed like always, i hate my life,
who is gonna look up to me and smile?
the faith, the agony, the love and the pain,
is it all worthwhile or just for gain?

here i fear to feel,
the affliction makes me kneel,
a rock solid heart,
hard on myself,
leaves me alone in vain,
oh how can i express my seering pain?

Met you...

i met a new friend for the first time,
took her advice and wrote this rhyme,
gorgeous, charming, loving and caring,
she made me smile for a long time.

unusual turns life takes us on,
people we meet to hate moving on,
one ray of hope and one charming smile,
turned my world around and made my world chime.

all i pray is for you to stay with me.
give me peace and tranquility,
as a goddess i would keep you...
Just say that you are mine.

WYSIWYG (What You See is What You Get)

What you see is what you get
Thats what life tells you
But if you don't get what you want,
Why does life blame you?

The insults, the agony, the torture, the pain,
Why doesn't that allow you to gain?
Somethings aren't meant to be what they're meant to be
Just move forward and get an aim
'cause what you'll feel is what you get
'cause what you see is what u get.